*As Oprah gracefully matures in front of television audiences, she continues to reveal more of herself and her intimate thoughts. In a candid interview recently she confessed she isn’t doing enough. Especially when it comes to her fledgling network, OWN.

“I feel like I have not begun to give anything to OWN,” she told EW.com in a revealing interview. “Its going to improve exponentially with the amount of time and service I can give.” She added candidly, “It’s not where I want it to be.”

And while discussing OWN’s reality show “Oprah Behind the Scenes,” she brought up the Jennifer Hudson episode and the drama around it.

It seems all was going well. Hudson was even at  the Harpo studio for a soundcheck which happened during a week of severe snowfall. After she was done, she flew down to Texas for a gig, but was then delayed returning to Chicago the next morning for her final Oprah Show appearance, which upset the queen of daytime and her staff.

“That was a lot of high drama because we’ve never been stood up before,” Winfrey said, hinting that tactful editing went into what otherwise might have been a bleep-filled episode. “Everybody was mad. I wanted to make sure that there was not one single thing in that episode that had anything to do with us being mad or upset in that moment. It was dramatic. Nobody has ever not shown up, ever. Especially if they were here the night before.”