chad ochocinco &evelyn lozada*Chad ‘Ochocinco’ Johnson came clean about what he’s actually guilty of.

The former football star, and short-time husband of Evelyn Lozada, admitted to being the reason his life turned to crap overnight.

In an interview with ESPN’s “First Take,” he said he was started the ish between his now ex-lady.

“There was a domestic dispute, for one, which was all my fault, because I’m living life the way it shouldn’t be lived. [That’s] why I lost everything I did,” Chad stated. “It is what it is. I made the bed, I’m laying in it. I paid the price for what I did wrong.”

He still refers to Evelyn as his wife. The head butt thing, he calls that a mistake.

“What happened was a mistake. That’s what happened. A mistake that I’ve continuously apologized for with the people that I’ve hurt, including my wife,” he said. “I think me continuing to say ‘sorry’ sort of drowns it out.”

Chad’s apologized to Evelyn for his actions and finds himself still fighting for her love.