bobbi_kristina_brown*As well wishes are expressed to Bobbi Kristina Brown, newly surfaced texts reveal how devastated she still is regarding the death of her mother Whitney Houston.

According to RadarOnline.com, Brown poured her heart out in a series of texts to a family friend as she described the effect her mother’s passing continues to have on her.

“I was ALLLLL my mother lived for,” Brown wrote in the texts, which were sent days before she was found unresponsive in a bathtub at her Roswell, Georgia home. “Despite the fame, the fortune, the power — any and everything, my mother has done FOR ME lady.”

For Brown’ Houston’s passing left her with “pain like your heart has been ripped out of your chest.” Brown went on to admit that she felt “alienated” and “lost” in the years “after my mother passing.”

“She was and is my everything ma’am,” wrote Brown. “And if you don’t think I don’t know [what] an ounce of HURT anguish and pain is, you are preaching to the wrong women [sic], because I’ve lves [sic] in the public eye since I was born.”

In addition to voicing her personal grief, Brown criticized the family friend for how she was treating her own daughter, texting, “You just want the ‘best’ for her..? That’s not right at ALL. My mother NO MATTER WHAT! Could or would ever do to me [sic].. But that’s just what I’ve seen and all from all of your actions, comments and complete and utter lack or knowing caring and truly knowing how to love your daughter .. My mother would of never [sic].”

“All well now though,” she continued. “I will update you. Have a blessed week. Goodbye.”

News surrounding Brown’s texts comes as she is currently in stable condition, but reportedly brain dead at Emory University Hospital, according to RadarOnline.