In an interview on Howard Stern‘s Sirius XM radio show Tuesday (Jan. 12), the 31-year-old reality show star detailed her feelings for Odom during their whirlwind romance
“Love is blind,” Kardashian said. “Lamar was so great at making me feel like I was the only one, I never speculated cheating.”
Despite them eventually jumping the broom, Page Six notes that Kardashian confessed that Odom was far from the perfect husband while touching on how good he was at being unfaithful for a good bit of their marriage.
“I found out that he was cheating on me majority of our marriage,” she explained. “He was so good. Nothing was on his cell phones, he had an assistant and they were all on his assistant’s phone, so he was really crafty.”
Once the tabloids got hold of speculation surrounding Odom’s infidelity, Kardashian set out to find the truth out for herself.
“These rumors kept coming out in the weeklies and as much as I know they’re bull s–t, where there’s smoke, there’s fire. Something has to be right,” she said. “But then this girl did an interview and she was so adamant, and I confronted him and he blamed another teammate. This was when he was playing for the Clippers, his last season.”
While the fact that Odom repeatedly cheated on her was “humiliating,” Kardashian stated that she doesn’t regret her relationship with the athlete.
“I wouldn’t change what I did because it was also some of the best times of my life, so for me it wasn’t a mistake. I’d say I needed that experience for me,” Kardashian shared. “I know he loves me, I know we loved each other, I don’t question those feelings.”
In spite of all that has happened during her marriage to Odom and her finding love with her new man, Houston Rockets guard James Harden, Kardashian admits that she is still very much involved in Odom’s recovery since his near fatal drug overdose at a Nevada brothel in October. Odom is currently recovering from the overdose at a live-in rehab facility he entered earlier this month.
To see Kardashian’s interview on Stern’s show, check out the video below: