J MOSS EXCLUSIVE EXCERPT: Read a candid portion of an exclusive 'Precious Times' interview.

     Even months after an extra marital affair became public, J Moss says a lump is swelling I his throat as he recalls confessing to Melanie, his wife that he'd cheated.
 
     Moss describes the moment he spoke those words as "horrific," but wanted to tell her before rumors of his 2008 affair got out of control.
 
     "It's ironic.  The very person that I defied, betrayed and cheated and hurt so badly saved my life, he confides, meaning those words literally.
 
     Defaming comments from the blogsphere had taken their toll on the acclaimed, singer, writer and producer to the point that he contemplated taking his life multiple times.
 
     "I was extremely depressed, it was a dark time for me.  That was the point I wanted to take my life.  I was plotting it out.  I had the gun in my hands a few times, pills in my hands ..."
 
     Moss shares these and other shocking revelations in an exclusive one-on-one in "Precious Times" magazine about an extra marital relationship that produced his third son and the restoration he has experienced since the fall out.